Independence day-

Independence day- A day when we watch war movies with a patriotic valour- Want to bash up Pakistani Army on pretext of pick pocketing- We sincerely feel that our country has the potential to beat America black and blue- and with a hoarse voice and willful grace sing " Jhanda ucha rahe humara"( every pun is intended)- where in the very next day the " Jhanda' lies some where in between garbage or doormat.

And few- psuedos like me- write sarcastic blogs-

So happy Independence day fellas-

Goals - chased and achieved

When we chase a goal- slog for it- plan, sweat, rue and work for it, we are at peace with our self. We know- that we are striving hard to achieve what we have aimed for- We disdainfully exclaim and rue over the fact- how hard we are working- how unachievable the goal seems. But as, we come close to it- or as we see what we had set sight on -getting clearer- getting nearer- the dilemma starts- the peace vanishes- the dilemma whether we have chose the right lane- right goal- whether it is worth it. You can ask- Do we not think over this issue before starting to pursue - Yes, we do. But in excitement of chasing the dream- we don't realise the full potent or effect of it- once we succeed or are in vicinity of success. It is not the pursuance but the closeness of its stature that unnerves us.
And we start regretting the day we opted for this meaningless pursuance. But is it worthless or meaningless- as we feel now- or are we just intimidated by its omniscient stature? The question lingers and haunts us. We lose peace and - sleep.

Apologies...

ya ya... I know ... I am lazy bones... Didnt feel like updating my blog in last few days...ok.. Might be bit more than a few days... Ummm.. where should i start from.. Ok.. Let me give you the updates first....

• Exams ordeal ended..
• I celebrated by downing a Vat 69
• I missed the LPO job by a whisk...
• Applied for internships ( No replies yet)
• SD and me.. hmm.. things working out .. in satisfactory manner ( I am not being exuberant, cause , I am ill fates favourite child where heart stuffs are concerned)
• I am not getting much sleep this days... And I realy worried about it...
• I am trying to jogg my weight out.. but it has turned into walking my weight out... But I am swear I will try jogging from tomorrow.. Thats the 5 th resolution by the way....
• but definitly I have lost a few pounds..( Mirror said so...)
• I got myself spects.. half reemless..

Will continue after breakfast..

A break from Food....

well... not in mood to write about food.. will continue that laterzz..Cannot concentrate properly in studies!!I am in doldrums as usual.. Anyways... Mind is all diverted.. learnt a lesson...Too much time before exams is equally harmful like too less time...!anyways.. will start muggin up tomorrow.. Trying my tried and tested old process ...Lets c...ohh.... by d way Saw a movie called Dejevu ( somethin in dat line..hope i spelt it write).. and Also saw Rocky Balboa.. perfect examples of Over hyped holly flicks...Hollywood is over hyped ...Gud nite.. Sleep tight..

....Food and Drinkzz...

Food and drinkzz! Itz life line... may be somthin more dan dat.. its my heart bit.. cant do without dem.. Now, readerz ,if any at all, may ask - what the hell..no body can do with out it.. whats d big deal! ... Well..and ,my answer shall be.. I like myself to be termed as a connoisseur of Good Food and Drink.. or may be .. its my wish/desire /goal/ aim to be termed as one .. ( Not to mention my heartiest desire is to open a exquisite restaurant in lap of nature when i retire)..
Well.. without deviating further.. lemme start with my favourite topic.. Food...
Well.. it can be home made...Preferably Mom made.. My mom is a good cook..( I detaste goin over the top by sayin how much i like my ghar ka khana... blah .. blah.. blahh..) I do like.. home made stuffs.. reasonably... Like .. Alu parathas made by mom in break fast... or Pepper Chicken.. or ..Chicken Soup.. Alu posto ( Potato in weeds) .. Saak Bhaja( fry)... daal ,some vegetable cuisines .. Crabs.. Prawn in garlic sauce.. many more.. Now, home made food always be cooked in Moderation or should always be palatable to tastes of the members.. It should not be over the top... never trying to ape restaurant cuisine.. It shouldnt have any ingredient in excess.. The cook should always remember , more than the taste , the member wants wholesome and healthy food. There is no over the top expectation for innovation or surprise. So, a nourishing and apetite filling preparation satisfies all. But speaking about expectations, there is this strange crave of all family members to have it " Hot" .. They want their food to be served hot.. Probably, its the tried and tasted myth of " Hot" is healthy .. Though, i must say some home cooked preparation tastes better when they are a day or two old... For example Mutton Curry... I guess, in case of Home made preparation, the time provided for the preparation to imbibe the true taste of key ingredients is less than necessary...


Guys .. will continue with evaluation of culinary delights .. next day..

yap.. i know i am irregular..! But.. wat to do.. last two days, my plate and palate was full..
have some real good news... I got unconditional offer from University of Scheffields.. that implies.. that my studying abroad plans are almost confirmed, unless there is a last minute screw up....
anyways...! will catch up laterzz and next time.. will write about my favourite topic ( whether the readerz , if any at all, likes it or not)....
Food.... :)

SKool.. aint that Cool...

Tomorrow - I have my Labour Law exam.. Well.. still not in the groove.. I am a bit laid back when it comes to exam..Don't believe in taking extra pressure or tension during exams unless it is thrust upon me by a bad schedule or a screwed up preparation or insufficient notes.

We, the students , are moulded into the the exam pattern from age of 3 or 4. Its infused in our blood that- Topping or scoring high in exams are Holy grail for us, u need not like the subject or understand it - All you need is to score in it.. and Feel the Divine Bliss...! Else feel the parent and peer pressure... Whooaa.. Still remember my ishcool days which were by no means cool... How can SKool be Coool when you are dumped under d burden to perform from the very first day..!! And guys.. trust me ... when i say that schools imbibe and practise- the rule of Perform or Perish better than our Corporate honchos... IN schools.... Its all about performance.. You got to be good in studies if not great.. Good in Sports ( Yap .. if u r good in studies and avg in sports that will do.. ).. U got to be a performer.. else.. well.. get ready to be mocked by teachers... shunned by friends ( MIght or MIght not be on face)... bulldozzed by Parents.. thats a complete cocktail of pressure to perform, comparison and mockery... WHoooaaaa.. AND YOU TURN IN TO A ISHAAN AVASTHI WITHOUT DYSLEXIA... with no Ram SHankar Nikumbh at your aide...

School days are no more what its is supposed to be... It has turned in to new Zontor Montor ghor of Hirok Rajaz of the new world....!!

A 20 mins break....

yap yap yap.... Factories Act completed... in a not so thorough manner... Still...
Anyways.....
Well... talking about myself ...I can go on for Hours.. Love to Brag... Justify...and ya.. some times .. self critisism does take the driver's sit.. You know.. a couple of Beer and A few Pegs of Rum can turn you into a better saint than Astha Channel... But den time is limited today.. will brag about myself and bitch about others.. some times else...

spoke!!! At last!!! Weird.....!!!!
anyways...
catch up laterz. loads to study in aftshift...

Factories Act.... Ahoyyyyy!!!!!!!

Now Factories Act is part of Labour law and.. I have completed 2 of its notes... I tend to complete the 3rd one by ... 12:30 .... Hoye gele kichu ta chap mukto hobo ( If completed might feel a bit relieved).... Exams r always a pain in ass for students ... I feel... personal opinion though.. A student cannot be evaluated on basis of just 3 hours exams.. Not that i have a better idea of evaluation but still... May be.. a mixture of regular viva and projects ( not the cut copy paste ones)... dunno know.. how to evaluate true grasp and understanding of the subject...
Ohh.. i didnt get reply of my sms... shud i call?? Girls are tough to understand... You can never rationalize their behaviour.. categorise to some extent.. but cannot reason....
Well... and there is this BIG problem with me.. cannot digest no as an answer easily... Well.. I m no exception you see.. A boy after all :D
Anyways... I am Going back to ishhtudy....

Watzinatitle?

The cribbing begins...!!!!

Here I am.....

Why write a blog when I have some trusted friends ( Will speak about them laterzz) with whom I can share almost everything under the sun...! Dunno .. some stuffs still remain unsaid... unexpressed.. some views.. some... irritations..
Yesss.... here i am ... to crib.. to criticise.. to take the vengance out.. ( The Big B way :D ) ... and to share some finer nuances.. Like it or not.. I AM HERE TO SPEAK MY HEART OUT... No body can stop me..
cause...............
ITS MY BLOG :D

Statutory Warning: Readerzz... if any at all :P ... U have to deal with loadzzz of Legal dictums .. Cos.. I Am a LawYer .. ummm .. kinndaa of wud be Liar.. err.. LawyeR....

Yesterdayzz.. updatez...

WHoaaaaa... Had a fucked up day... I am in gallows of my Final Part -V Exams... Last hurdle.. in India before Igo to UK for my masters... Life sucks... I hate Calcutta UNiversity Exams BIG Time.. .. will elucidate the reasons in forth coming posts.. ( Yup Loadzzz more to come...) Anyways... d day was fuckd up.. Though i studied... donn remember a shit ... Went to meet Vikas at City Centre... hanged in dere for an hour or so.. checked loadzz of chicks... had some cheeze meonese mixture with mean and lean tits of chicken ... and dis Cookie Pie wale calls it "chicken " shawarmas.. or some thing in dat line...
and damped my moood by callin up... SD... who didnt bother to pick my 7 calls... which eventually turned into miscalls... She has some issues... Elucidate laterzzzz....

Isstudy calls...